Nootes

very indecisive of them 24.08.24

They've removed 1984, Brave New World, and Kafka from the recommended literature list for the Russian national school graduation exam
Bros couldn't figure out what kind of dystopia they're building
Decided to make kids read NONE OF THEM just in case
5head move tbh

Look such a giant ear of corn! 16.08.24


SIKE

Kiribati people are based af 12.08.24

According to I-Kiribati mythology, the giant spider Nareau was the creator, followed by spirits ( anti ), half spirits, half humans, and finally humans. The anti were the most important figures in I-Kiribati worship before Christian missionaries arrived, and they remain respected in everyday life.

In Kiribati’s origin story Nareau, the Creator, was a spider, and I-Kiribati have been spinning webs ever since.

I wonder if these beliefs are mixed with christianity somehow now? Imagine dyeing spiders for Easter

Do I have a pet? 06.08.24

a spider knitted a web over my empty energy drink cans, I cant throw them out now without damaging the web
I feed her flies sometimes and sprincle some water
she grew like 3 times from when I first saw her
these cans are ALL covered in web (isn't very visible here)

look at all these bugs she caught (that's not even everything)

(can't remove the corpses without damaging the web too)
such a good little hunter

I think it's Steatoda grossa
I have a lot of spiders here but that's the OG
i noticed and started to feed her first and she's the biggest of her siblings
upd 10.08.24 found a dead fruit fly in my fridge and fed it to her, figured it can't be very spoiled if it's in a fridge lol

I think I'll go with arms holding head instead of these spikey things 03.08.24

have some problem posing them in a way that looks nice though

Finished the Remembrance of Earth's Past (aka Three Body Problem) 01.08.24

"Death's End" has absolutely ZERO rights to be this insanely great. Every sci-fi concept described is cool as hell, the riddles are fun, and the drama is real. And they're making a series now? Should watch
HOWEVER
who tf let Liu Cixin end the trilogy on a cliffhanger? I will fight you

I just found my new aesthetic 30.07.24

I call it "scary forest hobo"
I already look like a scary hobo so should be easy enough
it's like goblin core + dark mori + punk + bodyhorror
join me

wow that's literally me 23.07.24
My country just destroyed the biggest children hospital in Ukraine 09.07.24

I don't believe that they didn't know what they're doing. Whatever Russian goverment says about "saving Ukrainians from nazis" isn't true. If anything, they "free" Ukrainians from their lifes and homes.

This is a link to a Ukrainian government official crowdfunder to help repair the hospital. It used to save lives every day
If you can't donate, please spread the word

I'm in my ropemaxxing era, I'm such a negativepilled schizomaxxer 02.07.24

checked my blood o2 13.06.24

bought a pulse oximeter and measured my saturation. It's perfect 99%. Why the hell do I feel like it's harder to breathe then yesterday then.

is it normal to forget breathing all the time? 12.06.24

i've been catching myself running out of air because sometimes I just stop breathing for some reason, like every 30min or so.
It's not even that it's hard to breath I guess? I just stop breathing and have to remind myself to do so.
I try to overcompensate it by hyperventilating and I become dizzy as I should, but I still feel like I'm out of air. which makes 0 sense, because when you become dizzy while hyperventilating it means that your blood oxygen is too high. So how the hell do I still fill out of air while literally intoxicating myself with oxygen?
Extra co2 should be gone too. I'm a bit confused

Currently mostly working on:

A new vtuber model for myself, with a bit more gore i guess

how to say: va see lee sa, blud with "u" like in "luna"

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